Indecent proposal

-have i ever told you i love you?
-no
-I do
-still?
-always

~~Indecent Proposal

Ping Pong

I tried my hand at table tennis today. It's really funnnn!!!!! The only bad part is that i keep using my wrist so the ball keeps flying around. I don't think i played too badly considering it's my first time playing.

I remember studying in the gallery of RJ and sometimes looking down to watch people play ping pong. It didn't look like that much fun (more for eye candy haha) but now I know it is.

mmm.........now i'm thinking about softball. I know alot of people think i'm a slacker shit who never went for trainings. The truth is that I enjoyed it but I don't know why I never could feel a passion for it. I enjoyed hearing the 'plonk' sound when i caught fly balls. I enjoyed watching the sunset in RJ. I enjoyed how the field was shared among us and the rugby girls (and occasionally miss poon with her scary javellin). But then again, I hated other stuff too. It was a bitter-sweet experience.

Don't know why I'm writing all this when it seems like such a long time ago. I'm moving on and I've got so much to look forward to. Thinking about all my plans makes my heart beat a little faster and my head spin.

LSE loves me

I finally got an offer from LSE!
I feel like the luckiest girl on earth. =)

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Did you know 1 in 12 of the sexually active population in London have STD? I don't know how reliable this statistic is, but it sure sounds scary.

Anyway, guess who was suprisingly funny. I still think that it's a little silly and predictable but it's a nice change after watching so many serious and supposedly deep shows. Bernie Mac's expressions are just hilarious. Not to mention, the way he pronounces "bullshit". It just cracked me up.

I don't know if it's just me, but i find that the singaporean audience laughs at the weirdest things. I couldn't help but realise that yesterday's crowd were in stitches over the lamest jokes. This dude behind me was laughing like a hyena and stamping his feet on the floor.

???????

Now I know why under one roof aired for as long as it did.

Doctors and disease

looks like my plans fell apart...so i'm now at home with nothing to do.

After the events that happened this morning, I realise that i'm actually afraid of getting old. Apart from all the wrinkles and white hair, I'm terrified of getting health problems. Sitting in the chinese sinsei's room this morning, there were so many old people with bone problems waiting for their appointment. This woman was telling me that she got into a minor car accident because she couldn't turn her head to see what was behind her. She was pretty light-hearted about the whole thing, but i know it must be terrible to live with aches and pains.

On a lighter note, i'm gonna plan an exercise regime so that i can keep healthy and shed the extra weight (i hope). I don't wanna get any health problems...

I think i should stop hanging out with old people...they are influencing me to think like them. An 18-year-old girl should never have arthritis on her mind.

Is it possible to keep yourself busy with nothing? Well, i'm living proof that it's possible. I have absolutly no idea how I keep myself occupied. How can slacking feel so strenuous? Really, everyday i go to bed feeling exhausted. But it's a good kind of exhaustion. I like knowing that i've made someone's day.

I never knew i could derive happiness from someone else's happiness. And you know what? The feeling is good.

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Anyway, I held a pack of cigarettes in my hand today. So what right? Well, the funny thing is that i took a big whiff inside the box and... it smells like raisins! I was really shocked. I love the smell. Maybe only dunhill cigarettes smell that way.. that yummy smell of unlit cigarettes.

can u not blog for the sake of blogging. just blog when you have something to say. ~~~~ wise words from the bald guy.

There are so many types of people in this world.

Just talking to all the people in my French class made me wanna laugh and cry.

There was this woman, whom i call chocolate fondue, who kept rambling on and on to me about her son and daughter and how she wanted them to do medicine but they could not deny their calling to become a lawyer. I think she's really cute and funny...some people are just completely oblivious to the fact that they keep talking about their kids...neither do they realise the expression someone has when they want to leave the conversation.

There's another woman who is really dirty minded as well! She talks shamelessly about sex which I find to be rather amusing. She's quite a character......but i can't help but question how many plastic surgeries she's had on her face and whether she's had breast augmentation. I have nothing against plastic surgery (i'm a huge fan of Dr.90210 and all the other plastic surgery shows) ..i'm just curious to know whether she's got anything done. For one, she's got this massive chest. We're talking about maybe an E cup. But she's really oozing with sex appeal and I am really interested to find out more about her. (it has nothing to do with her sex appeal)

Lastly, I talked to this guy who was so damn interesting! He's actually taking part in mister singapore. Go to http://www.mistersingapore.org He's Mr. Bishan. He's straight and he's a chef at Raffles Hotel too! So vote for him!

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Decided to post more pictures of us

Had a really fun time with Liz and Jinnie today! We were just really silly today. Had a fun time taking silly photos with silly faces with a silly camera. We had crazy games of pool in which Liz emerged the champion.

Everything was so mad, crazy and honest! I love them.

Here are some pictures......most of them turned out too dark. These are the only ones that are bright enough to see.

=)

Jin looking darn sexy

Liz protesting about my photo taking

Dad and I walking to the departure hall

me standing outside an art gallery

streets of HK

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Going down a gentle slope in central

Dad and I on the ferry

On the star ferry on the way back to kowloon from hk

relaxing on the hotel bed, talking on the phone, after a hard day of shopping =)

The crowded train. I was seriously traumatised cos there was this man picking his nose inches away from my face. I don't know where all the boogers went but he continued by cutting his nails. I had to alight at the following stop so i could not get a picture of him...neither could i see his beauty regime

In the MTR station. There was this orchestra playing there!

Young hongkong lovers whispering sweet nothings. =)

Taken in the huge HK airport! it was so big that i got lost several times.

Goodbye Hongkong!

I'm back!!! There's no place like home.

The trip was really good. Alot of food, alot of shopping.

I didn't do much shopping the first 3 days i was there. I was kinda baffled at the price of shoes and clothes. Why did they cost so much! A pair of shoes on average cost about S$ 200. They were damn nice but i wasn't willing to part with my sweet money.

So finally on the last day I chanced upon this long back alley which sold alot of cheap goods! So...... to sum it all up, I shopped alot but bought very little cos I was shopping at the wrong places majority of the time I was there. But i still managed to pick up some pretty good stuff.

The days were packed with shopping, eating, looking at chinese antiques and going to art galleries. I had the world's best wanton mee, roasted duck that melts in your mouth and tons of snacks.

I'm so glad to be back cos now my mom can discipline me....and tell me it's wrong to indulge in too much in shopping.

hey i'm in hongkong right now...the food's great, the shopping's wonderful. I'm having a blast.

it's only a silly driving test. nothing to cry about. nothing to feel sad over. I'm going on holiday man! wooohoo! I'll be back with a suitcse full of stuff and some great bargaining skills!

top 10 sexiest women:

10. cameron diaz
9. Naomi watts
8. nicole kidman
7. angelina jolie
6. paris hilton
5. Jessica alba
4. Scarlett Johansen
3. Catherine zeta jones
2. sarah jessica parker
1. Britney spears

I'm taking my driving test this tuesday and i can't contain my excitement!

My driving instructor took out the point sheet today and i almost went mad with excitement and stress. I've been visualising what it'll be like this tuesday with the grumpy old tester sitting next to me and grunting the direction in which he wants me to turn. teehee.

Anyway, in case any of you were wondering, i failed..i accumulated too many points on today's mock driving test. dang!

I saw a fatal car accident today. It's so surreal to see something lying benneath a white cloth. My heart goes out to that poor motorcyclist and his/her family. It made me feel so sick when my instructor told me that the motorcyclish had a learner's plate on his bike.

Don't be a dickhead, drive carefully.

Taking people for granted.

I'm sure all of you have experienced this or have unintentionally did this to someone. Personally, I know that i have taken many of my friends and family for granted. But I'm starting to realise the folly of my ways.

Tonight, I experienced how it felt like to be taken for granted. The whole setting was not pretty, but in the end, everything turned out hunky dory. Phew. I just hope I'll never have to have such pain inflicted on me again.

I know that I have some issues to deal with and hopefully, with much effort, life will turn out to be just peachy.

On a lighter note, happy birthday wanping! I hope life is treating u well and i've loved being your friend. Oh, and hope that your party went well =)

the painting Jin and I did

I know many of you guys out there are horrified that I am with marcus or horrified that marcus is with me. I'm not gonna lie and say that the comments haven't hurt my feelings. But, either way, my feelings have not faltered in any way.

It's not like i've never heard those things before anyway.

I mean, when I got together with Kenneth Koh, everyone was asking me what I saw in him... followed by telling me I was blind. The truth is that, at that point in time, my feelings were so overwhelming that I was absolutely blinded by my hormones. Disgusting as this may sound to many people, i thought he was the cutest guy ever. Of course now I look back and think otherwise. But the point is, I don't regret. I managed to get a month's happiness (when we got attached) for a day's pain (when we broke up) followed by many months of joy when i realised what a good choice i made by ending our relationship. So, regrets? Not me.

So even though many people may think I'm blind for being with amy (or vice versa), I don't really care. And i can safely say on his behalf that he doesn't give a shit either. So whatever the outcome of our relationship, is purely to do with what happens between us, not because of what any dipshits have said.

to that shit out there who went around telling people that him and I were PDA-ing (public display of affection) on the day we collected our results, please mind your own business. There's nothing wrong with hugging someone when you're happy. Of course i know you've never really been able to experience a little thing called happiness so I will forgive you for your ignorance.

There's just so much i want to tell this dipshit that i would have to write it in a brand new entry.. Maybe I will, maybe I won't....depends on whether I deem him fit to waste web space. Any of you guys wanna know who this shit is?

hmm, I guess i'll respect him more than he has respected us. And also cos I pity him...it's brutal to be stabbed 4 times with a needle by your medic partner just so that he can find your vein hidden underneath all that blubber.