Is it possible to keep yourself busy with nothing? Well, i'm living proof that it's possible. I have absolutly no idea how I keep myself occupied. How can slacking feel so strenuous? Really, everyday i go to bed feeling exhausted. But it's a good kind of exhaustion. I like knowing that i've made someone's day.

I never knew i could derive happiness from someone else's happiness. And you know what? The feeling is good.

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Anyway, I held a pack of cigarettes in my hand today. So what right? Well, the funny thing is that i took a big whiff inside the box and... it smells like raisins! I was really shocked. I love the smell. Maybe only dunhill cigarettes smell that way.. that yummy smell of unlit cigarettes.