it's 4.50 in the morning and I have a 9am lecture today. My body clock is so screwed up and i blame it on all my pent up anxiety. And maybe the cup of tea I had a few hours ago. Damn.
So, i've been surfing quite a few blogs over the past few hours (yah, i've got nothing else better to do in the wee hours of the night) and I've come to a conclusion that I HATE blogs that are emo especially those that don't explicitly say what the hell it is that making them sad/happy/etc, but instead beat about the bush without ever addressing whatever it is their emo-ing about head on. I'm fine with people expressing their feelings but why do they have to do it in a cryptic sort of way? It's just so annoying! What's the point of making a post public if you're gonna write in a mysterious, wanna-say-but-don't-wanna-say way?
Before you slam me and say "Ting...you used to do it all the time", wait. stop. don't say it. I know...but i've realised the folly of my ways and I will stop writing emo entries from now on. To be honest, I'd much rather read bimbotic entries on shopping and food than to pour through an entire entry on how the life isn't fair that's phrased in flowery language. Oh my gawd...kill me now.
Anyway, I do realise that I need to spice up my blog a little by adding some photos/videos but I haven't been taking any so you guys will have a wait a bit. I've been too preoccupied over applications and interviews to be in the mood to prance around taking photos. I realise that whenever my blog is flooded with photographs, I'm in one of the happier stages of my life. Look what applications have done to me! I'm a shadow of my former self!
Speaking of applcations, I've been letting out all my frustrations on poor little marcus. Nowadays he never speaks of anything job related in fear that I will launch into one of my 45 minute self-pitying sessions about how stressed I am. But it's true!!!! I'm stressed and I can't hide it! By the way, interview coming up this Tuesday...eeks. But I'm not freaking out yet, I'll leave that till Monday.
Oh man..it's 5.10am now and I'm still not sleepy! Should I go on typing or should I try closing my eyes and lie really still in bed? Ok, i'll try sleeping...if i come back with a second post, you'll know what happened. toodles!
So, i've been surfing quite a few blogs over the past few hours (yah, i've got nothing else better to do in the wee hours of the night) and I've come to a conclusion that I HATE blogs that are emo especially those that don't explicitly say what the hell it is that making them sad/happy/etc, but instead beat about the bush without ever addressing whatever it is their emo-ing about head on. I'm fine with people expressing their feelings but why do they have to do it in a cryptic sort of way? It's just so annoying! What's the point of making a post public if you're gonna write in a mysterious, wanna-say-but-don't-wanna-say way?
Before you slam me and say "Ting...you used to do it all the time", wait. stop. don't say it. I know...but i've realised the folly of my ways and I will stop writing emo entries from now on. To be honest, I'd much rather read bimbotic entries on shopping and food than to pour through an entire entry on how the life isn't fair that's phrased in flowery language. Oh my gawd...kill me now.
Anyway, I do realise that I need to spice up my blog a little by adding some photos/videos but I haven't been taking any so you guys will have a wait a bit. I've been too preoccupied over applications and interviews to be in the mood to prance around taking photos. I realise that whenever my blog is flooded with photographs, I'm in one of the happier stages of my life. Look what applications have done to me! I'm a shadow of my former self!
Speaking of applcations, I've been letting out all my frustrations on poor little marcus. Nowadays he never speaks of anything job related in fear that I will launch into one of my 45 minute self-pitying sessions about how stressed I am. But it's true!!!! I'm stressed and I can't hide it! By the way, interview coming up this Tuesday...eeks. But I'm not freaking out yet, I'll leave that till Monday.
Oh man..it's 5.10am now and I'm still not sleepy! Should I go on typing or should I try closing my eyes and lie really still in bed? Ok, i'll try sleeping...if i come back with a second post, you'll know what happened. toodles!
posted by Ting Lin @ 12:52 PM
1 Comments:
At 4:02 PM,
Anonymous said…
heh think i'm guilty of that. come one babe, we all have our different ways of writing yeah?
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