i am that girl

i am that girl who loves the rain but uses an umbrella
i am that girl who hates it when people don't eat a meal to themselves
i am that girl who dislikes ahlians but fears she is one herself

i am that girl who has a sister whom everyone thinks is the brain of the family
i am that girl who wanted to prove to everyone she wasn't stupid but was too lazy to do anything about it
i am that girl whose chinese teacher told her she should go to EM3 and was called the black sheep of the class
i am that girl whom you told her life was going down the toilet bowl
i am that girl who felt so ashamed of herself and cried herself to a state of numbness
i am that girl who shocked everyone with her o'level and a'level results
i am that girl who made it to lse but still fears not succeeding

i am that girl who loved you for a year and admired you from afar
i am that girl who came to hate you because i knew i could never have you
i am that girl who was stunned when you finally admitted you liked her
i am that girl who apologised because she loved someone else
i am that girl who made you regret not saying anything earlier and told u regrets were useless
i am that girl who made the right choice and has no regrets

i am that girl who kept changing friends in secondary 1
i am that girl made use of you and wanted to leave you when someone else better came along
i am that girl who never did and never will find anyone better than you
i am that girl who will be your best friend forever