A friend?

I'm missing home more than ever now. I'm feeling really fucked up now. I want friends. I need friends I need people to talk to. Someone who is not a million miles away. I really don't know who I can make friends with. Everyone seems to be fitting in. I, on the hand, don't seem to fit in anywhere. I can't even fit in with the singaporeans, damn it. I don't even have 1 good frien i can talk to over here.

every night I'm just exhausted... a milion blank faces stare back at me when I close my eyes. I've met so many people, asked so many questions, but yet, none of them mattered enough for me to remember. i'm sick of complaining, I want to do something about it. I'll figure out something.