i feel like fucking shit right now.

i can't understand math and economics, i can't get my new printer to work, i need to get a new water filter or dehydrate to death, i'm fat, i just quarelled with the marcus, friends are far and few in between, damn it.

a plane just passed my window. It reminds me of what i gave up to come back and study in this fucking cess pit.

hopefully i can stave off my depression and frustration.